Friday, November 21, 2003
emo is gone. for now. i shot it dead. with lies.

Easy to say, hard to do. It wore me out pushing so many thoughts and feelings out of my head this week. now i just need a weekend to relax. maybe ill be more into it next week.

Wednesday, November 19, 2003
What the hell do i think i'm doing? my journal is turning into emo. ive lost all the resolutions that i promised myself. my happiness barrier is ceasing to be. how could i do this? I guess i just refuse to realize that i shouldnt be this way. guys arnt meant to be emo. unless they're gay. i had it going, i enjoyed myself so much. now i g2 get that back.

~this whole week had been going great. today whittled it down to nothing.